October 11th, 2004


So damn fucking tired.

101 > 5.  No, this is not about math.

And I wonder which would be a more expensive town to live in, Tiburon or Santa Barbara.

Edit: Insomnia sucks.  Especially after driving 5 hours almost non-stop.

Now, jacked from kay0ss...

Post a memory of me.

It can be anything you want.

Then post this to your journal.

See what people remember about you.


Christopher Reeve, 1952-2004.

I had a wish -- that I could see someone, anyone, would be honored with this award one day for real.

And today, fate buried the wish, yet to be fulfilled, in the cold ground of time.

Rest in peace, Chris.  We loved you, we still do, and we forever will.

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Farewell to another evidence of my youth.

There's this one rule I set a long time ago and have been telling other people who are struggling in appropriate circumstances: To control a crush, take a deep breath and make him/her a good friend of yours.  A crush is a gut feeling, and it feeds on fantasies.  By making its target a good friend of yours, you get to know him/her better and develop a balanced opinion about him/her.  And the balanced opinion kicks out and replaces the fantasies that your crush feeds on.

About an year ago, I had to give this advice again -- this time, to myself.  Not just because I couldn't forgive myself dreaming of another relationship when I was already in one, but also because I didn't believe in long-distance relationships by the time (I had sworn to myself that the relationship I was in would be the last LDR I would ever have in my life).

And it's finally working -- I could verify it by a couple of measures over the past few weeks.  It's nevertheless very sad that the electric-blue fire in my heart had to be forcibly put out like that.  Anyhow, it's done -- let's hope it's for the better.

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